Not A Drive By.

You want to know what hurts? When someone tells you they like you and such, and you like them as well, and they say, 'I think we should try this. I want to see what it's like.' Honestly, that's kind of a slap in the face, y'know? It kind of feels like it's just some test run. Which, in a way it is. But, it basically means that they just want to try. They don't want anything serious. I think they basically just want you so you can fill the void of lonliness they've had for a while. More or less, it makes you feel used. Like, you're just there to grab some attention. Because, obviously, they won't get it any other way. It feels terrible. When I get into a relationship, I want an actual relationship. One that I expect to last for a while. Admitted, people who know me, may not believe that. Because I have made mistakes in my past. But still. A relationship, is a relationship. But, maybe people don't view these things the way I do. But, it is my blog after all. Well, I suppose I am going to leave on that note. I have nothing more to say on this, technically. Until next time. Signing off, A Lively Word.