Stay True

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to start over? To, be able to take back all of the bad things, and replace them with new things? I know I have. I mean, it's one thing to make a mistake, or maybe a few mistakes. But to make so many mistakes that you can't even keep track of them anymore, that's something that would feel great to forget. No matter how hard you try and make up for all of these mistakes, nothing ever seems god enough. If you made a mistake with a lover, and you could literally put the entire world in their hands, I bet they still wouldnt forgive you. And I understand the whole, 'Forgive but never forget' concept. I have never asked a person that I have made a mistake with to forget, just to forgive. And honestly, if they couldn't fully forgive me, I was okay with that. Even if I wasn't, it's not like I would have too much of a choice anyways. But, for someone to not even try to forgive you, and for them to turn their nose up to you, that's a different story. Okay, so I have made some mistakes, but hasn't everyone? It's a human thing to do. Some mistakes are worse than others, but that doesn't make me any less of a person for doing so. At least I don't think so. But, you know what, I could be wrong. But, who says I have to be right all the time? Because, I sure don't. I honestly think it is a bit conceded to think that you're always right. But, anyways, that is not the point. So, as much as I wish I could turn back time and erase all of the bad things I wish never happened, I know I can't. And honestly, in the same sense, I am glad that I can't. Because, if you think about it, mistakes make you who you are. No matter how much you screw up in someone elses eyes, or your own, you're just building yourself up into who you really are. So yes, sometimes you will make mistakes and some might seem earth shattering at the time, but they aren't. Eventually everything will be okay. It takes time, but in the end, everything is okay. Stay true guys. Signing off, A Lively Word.