Welcome To My Life.

Hello friends. I feel the need to update you guys on my life. Things have been quite interesting to say the least. Dave kicked my mom and I out of the house again. We started out staying with his mother, Sally for a couple of days. Technically. I only slept there one night. You see, my mother works at McDonald's, the over night shift. And, the nights were long and cold, and she would have had to walk back to Sally's house from work. Because, we had no vehicle. So, I went to work with her and stayed there over night, that way she didn't have to ensure that long walk my herself. The third night, I went to work with her, then we came back to Sally's, and I went to my grandmothers house because it was Christmas time. I stayed until Saturday the day after Christmas. When I came home, my mother and I went to a motel. We're there got a week. We have to get out in two days, with no where else to go. I have been spending the past, three days at my best friend Susan's house. And let me tell you, I am so thankful for that. Although, I don't like leaving my mother alone in the motel. But, we will be together again Tuesday. I don't know if any of you care about this stuff. But, this is my ranting time. Thank you for your time, I guess. Signing off, A Lively Word.

Happy Christmas.

Happy Christmas to everyone out there! I hope all of you are having a marvelous day.
Also, I would like to ask all of you to keep the many people who had lost their lives last Friday in the Sandy Hook shooting, in your prayers. Even if you don't pray, keep them in your hearts. Everyone deserves a Christmas wish.
Love you all. Signing off, A Lively Word.

My Apologies.

Hello my dear readers. I apologize for not posting as much lately. And I also apologize that lately, I have been posting a lot about my dysfunctional love life. Well, it is actually functional now. In case you were interested and all that. Anyhow, how're you people doing? I hope you are all well. I don't really have much of a topic to blog about right now. .-. I just figured I would give mt apologies for not blogging much. I will find some topics to blog about. And if you have any topics you would like me to talk about, let me know. :D Signing off, A Lively Word.

Please let me dream.

Have you ever had your heart ripped out, and then after everything was cooled over, you went back to said person, just to have your heart ripped out all over again? As much as I wish I hadn't, I did. The heart does crazy things when it's in love. I had my heart ripped out the first time back in July. And since then, we managed to maintain a great friendship. Then, all of the flirty stuff happened again. I got my hopes up all over again, just to get my heart riped out again. And I hate that I let myself endure that again. I really despise that. I wish I could tell her how much it hurts. I want to be able to just come out and say it. But she is probably the only person in the world that I can't be mean to, under any circumstances. No matter what. A while back, it was easy to be mean to her after all the things we went through the first time around in our friendship. But now that she means more to me than life itself, I can be nothing but nice to that girl. I want nothing more than for her to be happy. Whether it be with me, or without me. And clearly, it's without me. Which, if I might add, sucks. Since we had been talking to each other and saying that we like each other a lot, I have been happy. And, I have not been happy ina very long time. I happen to like that feeling. I havent been able to feel happy in a very long time. I was hoping that it was going to last this time around. I just, I feel stupid, y'know? I suppose I am doing nothing but rambling on. I apologize for that. I just want her to see how much she means to me. I've honestly never felt this much love for a person. And, I might have said that before. But, I was wrong all of those other times. I mean, if this was something I would be able to someday forget about, I would have done so already. But, I havent. And I dont think I ever will. But, I guess there is nothing I can do about that anymore. Im just, going to go now. I shall end my mindless banter. Signing off, A Lively Word.