Make It RIght.

What do you do when everything seems so right, but so wrong at the same time? Like, you can feel that it's right. Your heart races whenever you think about it. Those butterflies are so crazy that they aren't butterflies anymore. They're rabid bats. Your mind is so intent on this want, that you can't think of words to say. Your brain literally turns to mush and you're at loss of speech, when you need it the most. But, it's always on your mind. No matter where you are in the world, what you're doing, it's there. And, it's not going to change, for anything. But then you think, is that really such a bad thing? I mean, if you really do feel this way, if you really can't let it go, maybe it's supposed to be that way. Who knows? But, you're still left wondering. Is it right? Is it wrong? Will it all fall down? Will it all go up? You won't know until you try, right? But, you're scared. You're scared that if you commit to this, you're just going to ruin it all. Like you have the history of doing. But, past that, you believe this is really going to be different. Because, you've never actually felt this way before. You've had feelings similar, but never this strong. The right feeling. When, you smile at random points of the day because you're thinking of it. And again, rabid bats. They can't be classified as butterflies because the intensity of them is much too high. Every little thing reminds you of it. Of that person. Everything they do. Their confidence, the way they carry themselves, the way they smile or laugh. The way that they always have an open ear whenever you need it. No matter the time, or the place they're in. It's just, right, I believe. Right. The feelings are just so overwhelming. You find it hard to sleep at night because you're thinking too hard. Lying there, you find yoursef reliving every moment ever spent with them. Over viewing every conversation ever had with them. Just, them in general. It's gotta be right, if that's all you ever think about. All you ever wonder about. All you ever dream about. All of your wishes are about them. Just to be with them. To see if it's actually as right as you think it is. And, you really think that it is. But, you're not going to know until you take that leap. Take that chance. That's what it's all about. So, take it. Do it. Make it right. Signing off, A Lively Word.